No matter where you are in life, just know a change can happen. Life is a journey. It comes with ups and down, forwards and backwards. We don't always pick what happens. We can't always get out of what we find ourselves in. But Jesus knows the way. Rely on Him today. Ask Him for strength and direction. Ask Him for wisdom. Ask Him for help.
No one else may understand where you are. Your friends and family may think you are crazy. Your co workers may be against you. Jesus is always there.
In my walk of healing, I have found that Jesus was many times the only One who understood me. He never condemned me. He often didn't even convict me. He wanted my love. He wants your love. He wants us to rely on Him for direction and help. He turns us in ways we may not have expected.
Church isn't Jesus. I found that many times people within the church didn't understand me or what I was going through. I thought they would be there. I thought they would understand. It doesn't always make them bad or against us. They may just not be able to see what you already know. That you are in danger. That your life is in turmoil. They may blame you but Jesus won't. He wants your love. He wants you to turn to Him even now in prayer and ask Him for help. He will lead you in the right direction even if you can't immediately see it. He hears your prayers and He will answer you.
Life is a journey. Give yourself a break and don't expect perfection. Learn to love and appreciate the small things. Laugh more. Find ways to encourage yourself. You will get through this. Just keep pressing forward into His love for you.
Rachel Everhart RN